Play the role but do it good

Who are you but a collection of memories, of teachings and suffering. They shaped you. They gave you strength. And if not for the strength, then they strengthened you in your weaknesses. Only fools pretend that they have no responsibility for what life has given them. Take a look at your scars, were they really inflicted by somebody else or were they self-made? Who is your enemy but yourself?

So you have chosen to play a role. You are either the good guy or the bad guy, you are a sinner or a defender of morality. No matter the role you picked, this made you think you are better than the rest. Why? Because it is what you chose.

And the role will bring you victories, and it will bring you suffering. The moment you decided for one, you decided for both. There is no one without the other. The coin has two sides and you are destined to live through them both. So stop whining. In the end you will be victorious. Crown of Gold or Crown of Thorns, it`s only different in your mind.

What are you a winner of though? ... What is it that you`re winning? ...
Nothing. There is nothing. It`s all in vain.
If there is nothing then again, nothing stops you from playing the role. Do it, but do it the best you can. Have no remorse for there is nobody to count`em. If you want something go get it. It`s yours to take.

Never forget though, there is nothing to win. A role is just a role, like a play in a theater. It gives you nothing but, at most, some crowd ovations. So play the role and do it good. For it is not real. Deep inside you are not the role but the actor. And the actor encompasses everything - Alpha and Omega, Beginning and the End.

By playing the role, you meet the actor. But you have to step on the scene first. And to give it all. And one day you will meet the actor. And the play will be complete.

Now please excuse this midnight-passed mindless scribe. He is just playing his part.